10:21 PM Wednesday, October 08, 2008
I did not ask for it. It just came.It took control of me.Not even a modicum of me insisted on going against the evil.It sucks.What sucks?Having to endure an unwanted situation.The feeling isn't as pleasant as one may expect.Haven't sound one for a long time?Well too bad cause so happen you came along.Tough luck.Live with it. That's why you are here and you made friends with it.It'll soon subside.I hope.I do not want it around.It's beyond my reach and i hate not being able to control that part of me.No meaning intended. It must be the thought of having to juggle so many things at once that's affecting my once sane mind.