Never realized how beautiful lanterns were until i stopped playing with them.
2:36 PM Thursday, September 18, 2008
This festive season is just sad and lonely. Not spending it together with our own family is just pure depressing. Though we have wonderful friends around to brighten up the whole atmosphere, the weekends are still suffering from family members absentism.
I thought i have already succeeded in overcoming this awful feeling of homesickness which was pretty bad the first two weeks, it is back again. Evil.
So i occupy myself with as many activities as possible. I was hoping it'd help, but it isn't. It's causing so much disgust and aches. Not good.
I just want to lie down and fall into a deep sleep. Not waking up even by the slightest sound of the night wind.
SAT, tests, assignments, group work, mock trial... They can all come later. Pfttt...