12:47 PM Friday, November 17, 2006
After reading and actually putting myself in shynee's recent post about F4 life, like i said, i can already sense the loneliness that im gonna have to endure next year. it all started in convent primary, when i first entered standard 1. i only had 2 frens and they were Ji May and Stephanie. I was placed in the same class as Ji May, ain't that bad. Made new frens and eventually made loadsa frens until the end of standard 4 when i had to shift to KL. I had to start all over again and made a whole new lot of frens again. All of us were living in the same neighbourhood and we use to just walk to each others house to play. Any house you walk into, you'll find yourself in the house of someone familiar. By the end of standard 6, i had to shift back to JB. That's right, a new beginning. I thought it wouldn't be that bad cause i knew my old frens in JB would recognize me, and guess what.... THEY DID!!! But of course along the way, i made new frens from other schools, close frens namely, leen (you must be proud of this), chia ee, hou ling and maybe a few more... the rest of you are of course frens from convent primary.
And so they years went past and till today, i'm really glad that i met all of you and glad that you all remembered me when i appeared out of nowhere on the first day of school in secondary. Through thick and thin, we did silly things, some things that even the most foolish people would never think of. Laughed at exactly every second of the schooling hours so much so all the teachers in school very well know us in and out, upside down that we're the noisiest bunch in school. But HEY, isnt it something good and beneficial? when we come back to school in a few years time when we're busy pursuing our dreams and ambition, i believe the teachers will definitely remember us as the cheeky lot of girls who never fail to create endless headaches to teachers. These teachers are lucky cause its a rare chance they meet students like us. It sounds as if i'm boasting but its true. think about it.
It's a pity we never filmed all our acts and silly doings during these unforgettable 4 years of schooling life in secondary level. I'd be proud to let my children watch it in future even if i had to embarass myself to the max. It is truly something that cannot be repeated even if it was with another batch of wacko frens cause the first people you meet in your life are those who gives the biggest influence ever since we step into school and the same goes to each and every individual. I am stating this from experience.
I've been hoping and praying that this batch of 1990 wacko's will never break up throughout the whole 5 years of schooling in convent and indeed my prayers were answered. Although we matured in different classes all these years, we still stick together like never before. And honestly, Form 3 and 4 are the only 2 years out of 4 that is the best. (for me, im not sure about everyone else) and to choose 1 between the 2? Form 4 was the best of the best merely because majority of the wackos are in the same class. And boy, we sure did some naughty things this year. But at the same time, a whole lot of nice things that really deserve to be recognized by everybody, unfortunately no one did. It's okay, i'm not asking for anything more than having FRIENDS THAT WERE THE FIRST WHO INTERFERED MY LIFE!!!! ALL OF YOU OUT THERE, REMEMBER THAT YOU WERE THE ONES WHO MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY. AND SO BE PROUD OF YOURSELVES.
Last but not least, i really think that we will be together again next year in the same room and i dont give a damn cause i want it that way. But of course i have no right to say anything. That's how it goes.